Well I’m not in the best of moods… why do you ask? well I have to start looking for a career related job. Now why don’t I want to do it? I don’t know, maybe it’s b/c I think that careers are for people who are grown up and I don’t want to grow up. Maybe I’m just scared of all the rejection I’ll face, or the fact that I don’t exectly know what I want to do for a job. It’s kind of freaky. I know I have an excellent skill set and that anyone would be lucky to hire me, but I don’t know how to express that on paper, yet another fear. The whole career-seeking thing is really freaking me out and I think that trying to do this alone is a little too much for me. Oh well, don’t really have a choice now do I?